UPDATE! 25/6/'24


Fantastic start. I really, really haven't felt like turning my computer on but it's... 4 AM and my friends are asleep and I wasn't able to find my hobonichi so here I am actually doing a thing I said I would do. Also if I haven't been talking to you, sorry, I've only had energy for like... one person. Two, technically, but I was particularly tired today. I've had my phone for just a little while and I'm already feeling the "I need to break this device" because it's just too easy to be on my phone.

Shockingly I was actually somewhat productive today but I'm not here to talk about that. Site...Stuff.

Actually no, personal stuff is kinda related to that too lol. Because I'm finally back with friends and things (particularly a friend I've had for five years and wasn't able to contact for almost two years...Very, very glad to be back in contact with him), and this website became a thing as an outlet because I had no one to talk to, (particularly about things like feeling suicidal and stuff), I find myself caring a lot less about it. BUT! I don't think this is a bad thing. I'm not going anywhere, my projects aren't going anywhere, I think that just means I'll be a lot less focused on it being so personal.

I'm the sort of person who just can't really help but say what's on my mind; I wear my heart on my sleeve (it often seems like I let my heart bleed out everywhere even when I don't really want to...) and I feel like that's a problem. And it's not like I don't have things I wanna do, like proper projects 'n' such. Soo....yeah. Hopefully...Yeah, hopefully I can make this better. I'm gonna edit the to do list at the bottom there and clean it up a bit but one of the first things I wanna do is redo the entire layout AGAIN lol because looking at it right now ... it's getting on my nerves.

Again, I have emails I gotta get to. I'm gonna at a minimum finally open up my email.

My Favourite Poem

Whose woods these are I think I know.

His house is in the village though;

He will not see me stopping here

To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer

To stop without a farmhouse near

Between the woods and frozen lake

The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake

To ask if there is some mistake.

The only other sound’s the sweep

Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,

But I have promises to keep,

And miles to go before I sleep,

And miles to go before I sleep. - Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening, Robert Frost


Critical -

Almost done/In the works -

Complete -

  • Redo layout -
  • Add a shrine/sprite sheet thing for a really obscure DS game (Elebits)
  • Add prayer log // more Christian "features" to webring
  • Find something else to do with "task manager" in productivity log
  • Make a thingie about the anime/game Angels of Death
  • Reconsider my entire naming convention for this website (I'm serious, I'm annoyed with everything rn lolll)

  • Fix Owl City Page
  • Add memes to deus lapis page
  • Figure out what's in my "project samples"...
  • Wip "bookbug" page (likely will just have my own book page and not join the club...Idt I can trust myself to actually keep up, even in my free time)
  • Neighborsssssss

    Hover over the buttons for what they're about/my random words lol. Also not all of them are mutuals on this website, they're just people I like. :)

    And when you wake up on your own

    Look around you 'cause you're not alone

    Let your hopes go and they'll survive

    'Cause this is the future and you are alive

    You're headed home,

    You're headed home

    ~ This is the Future, Owl City