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Fantastic start. I really, really haven't felt like turning my computer on but it's... 4 AM and my friends are asleep and I wasn't able to find my hobonichi so here I am actually doing a thing I said I would do. Also if I haven't been talking to you, sorry, I've only had energy for like... one person. Two, technically, but I was particularly tired today. I've had my phone for just a little while and I'm already feeling the "I need to break this device" because it's just too easy to be on my phone.
Shockingly I was actually somewhat productive today but I'm not here to talk about that. Site...Stuff.
Actually no, personal stuff is kinda related to that too lol. Because I'm finally back with friends and things (particularly a friend I've had for five years and wasn't able to contact for almost two years...Very, very glad to be back in contact with him), and this website became a thing as an outlet because I had no one to talk to, (particularly about things like feeling suicidal and stuff), I find myself caring a lot less about it. BUT! I don't think this is a bad thing. I'm not going anywhere, my projects aren't going anywhere, I think that just means I'll be a lot less focused on it being so personal.
I'm the sort of person who just can't really help but say what's on my mind; I wear my heart on my sleeve (it often seems like I let my heart bleed out everywhere even when I don't really want to...) and I feel like that's a problem. And it's not like I don't have things I wanna do, like proper projects 'n' such. Soo....yeah. Hopefully...Yeah, hopefully I can make this better. I'm gonna edit the to do list at the bottom there and clean it up a bit but one of the first things I wanna do is redo the entire layout AGAIN lol because looking at it right now ... it's getting on my nerves.
Again, I have emails I gotta get to. I'm gonna at a minimum finally open up my email.
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep. - Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening, Robert Frost
Critical -
Almost done/In the works -
Complete -
And when you wake up on your own
Look around you 'cause you're not alone
Let your hopes go and they'll survive
'Cause this is the future and you are alive
You're headed home,
You're headed home
~ This is the Future, Owl City